It was only one drug what could possibly go wrong.......
I was so confident that I was going to breeze through it I booked a flight to Almeria, booked a nice hotel for the night before as it was an early flight. I also paid for a weeks airport parking..
Things started turning to shit after a couple of days, the dreaded sore throat had returned, I started gargling and taking all the medications to try and hold it at bay. It has worked to a degree and is nowhere near as bad as last time when I ended up in hospital for eight days.
But, and its a big but, I can hardly eat because its so painful and my mouth feels like the bottom of a birdcage, its absolutely foul. I am also extremely tired and have spent two days in bed.
So what is the point of going to Mojacar where the main part of the break would be eating and drinking, there is no point whatsoever plus the thought of maybe getting really ill and hospitalized in Spain doesn't bear worth thinking about.
I have got a full refund on the hotel and car parking but of course flying with Ryanair means the airfare part is flushed down the toilet.
I am so pissed off because i really thought that this maintenance drug was going to be the answer for me to lead a more normal life. Reality is Im not going through this shit every three weeks.
Tomorrow I will ring the hospital to discuss stopping all treatment, there is only so much one can take and Im at the end.